It’s my
passion to share the word of God to anyone willing to listen. From the
conception of this website, I’ve tried to focus on the teaching stand point of
sharing how God can be present in YOUR life. After a couple months of barely
posting, mostly praying and trying to catch up, I’ve decided to write the blog
from a more personal stand point of what God is doing in my life: the “preacher’s
wife” portion of who I am.
I am a full-time
preacher’s wife and teacher; however, my employment as a teacher is only
part-time. I consider myself a full-time teacher because it is a major part of
my gift package from God. Even when I wasn’t teaching anywhere, I found myself
seeking people out to help, tutor or guide. It is part of who I am and a
passion I can’t ignore.
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An outlet
for my passion of teaching is to work as a developmental math teacher for a
junior college. What is developmental math, you say? It’s the class students
take when they are not quite ready for College Algebra or Statistics. I LOVE my
job, and I LOVE my students. BUT teaching them is just part of the bigger
reason why I’m there. Sure, like I stated before, it is an outlet for me, but I’m
at that college for a specific purpose…a distinct mission.
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God sent me
to this school to be an adjunct (part-time) math instructor on a mission to
help the people at this school, be supportive and bring light into the
environment. When I go to work each day with that mission on my mind, it’s
impossible to be caught up in what is going on around me. It can be easy as
teachers to get sucked into complaining about too many hours and not enough
pay, too many students and not enough room, or not enough students and no way
out. While my mind might slip into that mentality, I am reminded that my purpose
for being there is not to make money, change school politics or protest things
I disagree with…my purpose is to be light. Every other worry falls to the
wayside when I’m reminded that God sent me there for a reason. All my fears are
cast aside when I realize how protected and loved I am. My anxiety disappears
when my husband prays with me and God tells me how to approach a difficult
situation. I am there to show love, uplift people, encourage, shed light and
hopefully teach some math along the way.
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I feel so
blessed to work at this school, and I love my coworkers and students. I pray
every day that God would show me how to be a better teacher and a good
employee. I want the people at my school to feel the Father’s love through my
actions and words. I want them to know how important they are in God’s eyes and
in mine. I want people to know that we have a good Father that is taking care
of our every need. The only way I am able to carry this mission out is to be
equipped with His love. I have to spend time in His presence to be a source of
light and to have an unending wealth of love to pour out. I ask for wisdom
daily and I read the word to wrap myself in His truth. If I forget to do these
things, I pray and ask God for strength and peace to carry out what He’s asked
of me.
Going to
work each day with his mission on my mind is a lot easier than going to work
for my own selfish reasons. Being focused on him and what he wants makes it
impossible to worry about what’s going on in my world and how things might turn
out. I’ve found that while I’m gazing at him, he takes care of all the things
going on around me. The mission I was sent on is not about me; this mission is
about what God wants to do for his people.
Great message Jessie....If we remember that in everything we do, it makes annoying situations or stressful ones seem like they aren't really that big of a deal. God put us in these positions to help others :) Love it!
ReplyDeleteYou're so right!! And we LOVE helping others, so we might as well enjoy it no matter what. :) I love how he uses our strengths to make life fulfilling and to carry out what he wants.
DeleteI'm so honored to have you as my wife. I like this part of your blog. Your life is so intentional and led of the Lord. I think it's a great thing that you are sharing this aspect with your readers. We all benefit from who God is in you.
ReplyDeleteWow! What a compliment. Thank you for saying so. I'm glad you like the new direction.
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